Mommy, missing you somthing terrible the past few days. You must have sent the tears comin last night, because the song came on the radio as soon as I turned onto the street. There are so many things i need to share with you and talk to you about. I still don't understand any of this. I just want to scream. I miss you so much and my heart just hurts all the time. I love you Mommy, hope you hear my prayers....